God, I've spread myself across the board in a bad way. First I'm into this one thing then I move onto a new thing breaking the foundation being built for the first thing. I've focused on writing then went to drawing traditional (as was always the case) then went onto photoshop as of now. I made a tumblr to help me with challenges and to set myself straight with work, but I'm still haunted by the previous journal entry. However, there could be a compromise where the previous challenge gets done with photoshop and tumblr with traditional. Just throwing ideas out to myself............................
........THEN there's the whole problem of me getting...shit, the thought just disappeared from me. (I wish I didn't spell disappeared with an extra s). OH! Now I remember.....
........THEN I'm trying to relearn everything and new things. Relearning gesture. Trying to learn figure drawing. I have a new damn sketchbook with a micropen and pencil, but I'm limiting myself to the book being nothing but character designs. Even then I drew something on the back of one character and felt like I ruined the whole sketchbook. AND IT'S ONLY GOT 2 DRAWINGS!!! 2!!! In reality I hope to figure out the figure drawing in November or the logistics mainly. And I'm looking at online classes which I also need to do with figure drawing in November.
........AND THEN I'm going to try doing Nano month (the writing thing) just because I think it can help me keep me grounded (and hopefully get me a movie deal with a young adult novel based on something...lol...yeah). I did do a writing thing that kept me grounded except for the last three days or so, well until the end of this month. So there is hope.
....AND THEN I got to keep working out -- I'm fat. But that's personal stuff and blah, blah, blah.
...and last but not least I want to finish Flower Project, maybe that's something I'll work mainly on in Nov.
Drawing and writing.
Oh, and posting stuff on here! POST, JON! POST!!!